There is nothing more to do

there is basically nothing i can do to heal my pain. waking up in tears a a norm. i know he dun care but I do. I hope he is really happy.

I miss him

its so hard for me to stop thinking of him. although he really sux but my entire heart belong to him. i cant find any joy doing anything without him

The mgs that i didnt send out

[19/08, 09:02] Serendipity: I was packing ur things... I can't help feeling super sad... I saw ur morten birthday cert... I saw the book we bought for bcn I saw the lv boxes that u kept... I bought u the present when I was so poor n not earning. I saw the knifes u love... thanks for everything. You have been a wonderful laogong to me while we r together. I love spending time with u... sitting beside u while u game. I m gonna miss all these I guess. I saw the receipts... when we plan for ah soo we go ard looking for things that fits our taste. I love the light above our bed. I love our dinning light. . Love the table n the chair. I love my closet. But I know they will have new owner soon and I wish u best [19/08, 09:11] Serendipity: Maybe to u I m just another gal but to me u r my everything. I will not let u be worried abt me. I will pick someone that will treat me good. I hope ur next gf will also be super nice to u n embrace ur bad temper.

Time will heal

The pain is excruciating but i know i m better then yesterday. My point pointed out how lousy a person is he in so many points. Love is indeed blind. I m going to focused to be a better me. He left me when I m totally caught off guarded n claim it was amicable. He enjoy the attention ppl give him on his social media. Let him be. I will prove to him that he is not my last dying hope to have another guy. He felt so mighty as if he is the only one on earth. I gave in, I compromised, I forgive is not because there is no one else. The reason is because I love him whole heartedly. But reality is no point being with someone that abuse me n my dog all the times. I m moving on!

Serendipity

I am so done crying ... my heart breaks but who care. The excruciating pain is beyond words. Amicable break up to him means it's 1 sided. I have no say coz he decided n all I have to do is to agree

Silly things make me happy

:)

Pms

Today I m really moody. .. time of the month... but u can just make me smile... sooo effortlessly ")