Time will heal

The pain is excruciating but i know i m better then yesterday. My point pointed out how lousy a person is he in so many points. Love is indeed blind. I m going to focused to be a better me. He left me when I m totally caught off guarded n claim it was amicable. He enjoy the attention ppl give him on his social media. Let him be. I will prove to him that he is not my last dying hope to have another guy. He felt so mighty as if he is the only one on earth. I gave in, I compromised, I forgive is not because there is no one else. The reason is because I love him whole heartedly. But reality is no point being with someone that abuse me n my dog all the times. I m moving on!

Serendipity

I am so done crying ... my heart breaks but who care. The excruciating pain is beyond words. Amicable break up to him means it's 1 sided. I have no say coz he decided n all I have to do is to agree

Silly things make me happy

:)

Pms

Today I m really moody. .. time of the month... but u can just make me smile... sooo effortlessly ")

My love my bff

We talk about everything... we shares tones of common interest. .. I love shopping with him.. having good food... nice wine... popping champagne. .. but most importantly. .. we never judge one another for who we are...

I love Japan

Japan has always been one of my fav city. .. but this trip ... I really have loads of fun... to explore those little lanes with cool boutiques ... coffee in a nice cafe and its the 1st time I went to toyko hands.... a really interesting place to be in..

I miss pastor kong

I m watching a Korean show called pasta.. The male lead somehow resemblance my church Pastor Kong.. I miss church .. I miss Pastor.. I think I should go back church soon .. I stop going ever since the embezzle issue occurred .. But I really miss the place that grow up with me.. :(