It suck to see my church being feature as the front page headline in every local paper.. It is a place I grow up n I have spent half my life there.. It is the place that groom me to be who I m today.. Despite of all the negative reports on the paper.. I can't deny all these fact.. If not for the church, I m just another lost soul on the street.. My pastor is like my parent.. Guide me in darkness.. Share my joy n laugh with me.. I love my family.. But everyone now is telling me horrible fact abt my family ... The family that I adore all these while.. How do u think I should react? U dun give up on ur family this easily.. The bond aren't build overnight.. It's over a long period of time.. I won't walk away just like that.. In fact my faith should be stronger than ever.. God please give me strength.. I need positive vibes n people ard me.. All the negative remarks are pulling me down..
