Should I let her go

I have been crying non stop.. Everyday... I can't sleep... Now she is home but she look so sick n she is so weak.. I dunno wad I should do.. Is she suffering?? Am I too selfish not to let her go?? I have spend so many thousands on her.. All I m asking for is for her to get well.. I really can't leave without her.. Lord pls save her..

Not very positive

Everyone call me lately to check how is xiaobai doing.. I really wish to tell them that she is getting better.. But she is not.. Thou she is reacting well with her medication.. But she is not eating.. She is still running a fever.. She got no strength.. Help me pls..

I must try my best

Baby is still in the hospital.. She got kidney infection.. I have a 8 days flight coming on sun.. How can I go on that flight with her condition.. Plus mum is soo worried until she is ill.. I must try my best to apply for leave even thou it's my assessment flight.. I can't be so heartless.. I can't leave the 2 most impt ppl in my life.. Here in sin suffering.. Pls pray that my company will grant me my urgent leaves..

Pray for xiaobai

She is currently in the hospital.. She have to be warded for 2 days.. She has a kidney infection that might lead to kidney failure.. I m not giving up.. So baby.. Dun give up.. Let's fight to the very end k..

Freaking out

I m seriously freaking out.. Xiaobai did not eat anything.. She is keep throwing out.. I dun wanna lose her.. Pls help me.. Wad can I do??

Desperate

I dunno how to let xiaobai eat... All I can do now is to feed her a little milk every 2-3 hrs.. When will dr lye be back.. I m so scare of losing her.. She lost all her energy.. N is restless.. I keep throwing.. Pray for my xiaobai pls.. :.(

Argg

Xiaobai is not even eating her fav kfc?? When is dr lye coming back.. I need to go out n get drink drunk.. But with xiaobai like this at home.. How??