I must try my best

Baby is still in the hospital.. She got kidney infection.. I have a 8 days flight coming on sun.. How can I go on that flight with her condition.. Plus mum is soo worried until she is ill.. I must try my best to apply for leave even thou it's my assessment flight.. I can't be so heartless.. I can't leave the 2 most impt ppl in my life.. Here in sin suffering.. Pls pray that my company will grant me my urgent leaves..