I miss u badly

Baby... Thou I know u r in a better place now.. But I miss you badly... I miss ur forever hungry look... I miss curdling u... I miss playing with u... That day when I saw mum putting food in ur bowl.. I tot u were back.. How I wish all these were just a nightmare and when I wake up u are right beside me... I regretted leaving u alone to go for my flight... I really tot u are getting better.. If not I will never go... Going home these day is such a pain... Everything in the house remind me of u... I m really moving out... Dun worry.. I will bring u along with me.. Mummy will never leave u alone... I will pack all ur fav toys.. Please let me dream of u... I really miss u alot alot.. :.........(