Who cares

I m worried abt ppl and dog in pain.. But who actually cares about me.. How painful I m?? Despite feeling so emotionally weak now... I have to smile to my pax as if nothing had happened.. Just in another few hours time... I have to put on a strong front n pretend I can go thru this alone... I dunno how long I can hold my pain.. How much more tears left for me to cry... Just let all these bad times and setbacks moves as fast as possible... I have enough character for now... Dun need to build anymore ... Coz I dun think I can hold much longer.. Bless me ... Pray for me for strength...