God is kind

When the whole world turn against me.. And disappoint me.. God never once failed me.. He surprised me with wonderful news.. Nice supportive friends and most importantly the strength to move on.. :)

I love this song

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I miss him

I miss u badly

Baby... Thou I know u r in a better place now.. But I miss you badly... I miss ur forever hungry look... I miss curdling u... I miss playing with u... That day when I saw mum putting food in ur bowl.. I tot u were back.. How I wish all these were just a nightmare and when I wake up u are right beside me... I regretted leaving u alone to go for my flight... I really tot u are getting better.. If not I will never go... Going home these day is such a pain... Everything in the house remind me of u... I m really moving out... Dun worry.. I will bring u along with me.. Mummy will never leave u alone... I will pack all ur fav toys.. Please let me dream of u... I really miss u alot alot.. :.........(

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I miss u soooo much.... I can't stop tearing... Baby... Mummy really miss u alot...

13 Aug 2011 @ 2.20a.m

Baby,

Thank u for the 11 wonderful years that u have spent when me... Although I greedily wish it can be longer.. But I m grateful enough.. U have been an excellent dog.. A wonderful family member.. U are the bridge between mum n me.. U bring joy and fun to the house.. U are the motivation and the reason I come back home... U are the first one I knowledge when I m back.. And the last one when I left home... I m so used to having u sleep by me day and night.. I love u with my all my heart and soul.. I miss sharing all my food with u.. I miss kissing u to sleep... I miss playing ur toys with u.. I miss dressing u up... I miss reading u books.. I miss u waiting outside the bathroom until i finished my shower.. I miss u staying close to me when i dress up.. U were always there when I m going thru the toughest time of my life.. U took care of me when I m sick.. U stay by my side day and night when I m running a fever.. Even when u went to pee.. U hurried back to check that I m fine.. U accompany me thru so many heartbreaking moments.. But this time.. Should anything happened.. I know u are still with me.. Cause u will live in my heart forever... Although it's really really hard for me to let u go.. But I know u are in a better place now.. All the angels will take care of u.. And you will be watching over me in heaven.. Thou I really wish that u had wait for me to come back to see u for the last time.. But it's oki.. I understand .. U did tried.. No matter wad happened... I love u and u live in my heart forever..

Yours sincerely,
Mummy

Who cares

I m worried abt ppl and dog in pain.. But who actually cares about me.. How painful I m?? Despite feeling so emotionally weak now... I have to smile to my pax as if nothing had happened.. Just in another few hours time... I have to put on a strong front n pretend I can go thru this alone... I dunno how long I can hold my pain.. How much more tears left for me to cry... Just let all these bad times and setbacks moves as fast as possible... I have enough character for now... Dun need to build anymore ... Coz I dun think I can hold much longer.. Bless me ... Pray for me for strength...